Natt (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} darkbob) wrote,@ 2008-04-07 12:00:00 |
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Modeling updates
After long, long months without any attempt close to taking pretty pictures for the likes of fake-modeling, yesterday I finally had an official photoshoot for Stitch. We used all my clothes and put together four outfits, three for the bookworm look and one that's just really, urr..."fierce". I've never used makeup in my life, except for mascara and eyeshadow, so imagine my surprise when I was told to do my own makeup since the artist would be unavailable :(
Sigh.
But it turned out really fun, makeup wise I didn't look cakey, we did some face shots, body shots and some jumping ones that looked like they came out great. I'm so excited to see them, hopefully by the end of this week I will be able to get copies out of their CD(s?).
Modeling is sooo much different than the silly timer-pose I usually play around doing. The lights, the pressure...so odd. BUT! AJ and Adam (the 'directors' I would say for the shoot) said I did good and they really liked the outcome :) AJ said to send my pics to agencies but haha, that couldn't happen. I'm 5'2 (although I looked so long and lean in the leaping ones since my leg were so stretched out!)
Update to come when pics arrive....
In other news (I should stop using that phrase), I have a little less than a month till the end of freshmen year. It went by sooooo fast, I don't want it to end but at the same time I do want summer and relaxation. I sort of dread going home because I still don't know what my friend situation is like. At least we've got some plans, such as Six Flags, beach, 'double dates'? and outlets <3 I'm gonna give up the hopes of a job or an internship because going to Thailand in June really slashes the time I have between the summer to do anything.
Which raises the disappointment that is my 'rejection' to the Fashion Journalism program here. I never got a reply, but I found out through our school newspaper article that last Friday at the program fashion show, they introduced the new class. Kinda sucks, and hurts a little, and even pisses me off that they didn't even have the decency to inform those not accepted that the decisions were made and all this time I've been sitting around trying to schedule my classes next semester without a clue what to do. Ugh.
Maybe next year. I'm honestly too pissed but going into the program could really boost my chances at my career goal. I don't know. Spring semester is really quite a disappointment as far as academia goes. I've been taking this religion class in which the professor for it is quite the douchebag. Anyone who says they are from NYC and is from Staten Island needs to get shot. Bronx-style.
Things with Joel are still good but it's becoming a lot more frequent with the arguments over little pointless things. I know honeymoon periods are over but things we used to never normally argue about now become so easy for us to disrespect each other by being ignorant. I can't even get into the example from last night, but it was really intensely hurtful for both parties. We argue, we get over it, but I hate that there even has to be the problem. As if the distance doesn't hurt us enough.
But another thing that made me happier was when my friends here in Syracuse said they liked Joel (from the two weeks they've met him anyways). In Junior HS and HS, when I went out with Kevin, I didn't really get a lot of support from my friends at all. They didn't like him because he was only nice to me (which is understandable) and I would be forced to ditch my friends for him (which I really regret). When I think about it, I wonder, how the hell did I keep going doing stupid things like that and thought it was perfectly normal and okay? It wasn't.
Anyways, so imagine my happiness that Lauren and Noelia of SU said they like him and find him humorous and endearing. It feels so good to know your friends like your boyfriend, especially when I've never gotten the support. These girls are amazing...in aspects that they are also the friends I've never had in my past 18 years. They're just so incredibly supportive and non-judgmental among other qualities. I didn't think it'd be hard to find friends like that, but I'm glad I finally did. It's about time.
Whoo, this was a long entry. Until summer (or the next exciting thing happens, aka, pictures from the shoot!). Now I must go enjoy our 50 degree weather, since it doesn't usually occur. Thanks, Syracuse, for being as beautiful as you had the potential to be.
After long, long months without any attempt close to taking pretty pictures for the likes of fake-modeling, yesterday I finally had an official photoshoot for Stitch. We used all my clothes and put together four outfits, three for the bookworm look and one that's just really, urr..."fierce". I've never used makeup in my life, except for mascara and eyeshadow, so imagine my surprise when I was told to do my own makeup since the artist would be unavailable :(
Sigh.
But it turned out really fun, makeup wise I didn't look cakey, we did some face shots, body shots and some jumping ones that looked like they came out great. I'm so excited to see them, hopefully by the end of this week I will be able to get copies out of their CD(s?).
Modeling is sooo much different than the silly timer-pose I usually play around doing. The lights, the pressure...so odd. BUT! AJ and Adam (the 'directors' I would say for the shoot) said I did good and they really liked the outcome :) AJ said to send my pics to agencies but haha, that couldn't happen. I'm 5'2 (although I looked so long and lean in the leaping ones since my leg were so stretched out!)
Update to come when pics arrive....
In other news (I should stop using that phrase), I have a little less than a month till the end of freshmen year. It went by sooooo fast, I don't want it to end but at the same time I do want summer and relaxation. I sort of dread going home because I still don't know what my friend situation is like. At least we've got some plans, such as Six Flags, beach, 'double dates'? and outlets <3 I'm gonna give up the hopes of a job or an internship because going to Thailand in June really slashes the time I have between the summer to do anything.
Which raises the disappointment that is my 'rejection' to the Fashion Journalism program here. I never got a reply, but I found out through our school newspaper article that last Friday at the program fashion show, they introduced the new class. Kinda sucks, and hurts a little, and even pisses me off that they didn't even have the decency to inform those not accepted that the decisions were made and all this time I've been sitting around trying to schedule my classes next semester without a clue what to do. Ugh.
Maybe next year. I'm honestly too pissed but going into the program could really boost my chances at my career goal. I don't know. Spring semester is really quite a disappointment as far as academia goes. I've been taking this religion class in which the professor for it is quite the douchebag. Anyone who says they are from NYC and is from Staten Island needs to get shot. Bronx-style.
Things with Joel are still good but it's becoming a lot more frequent with the arguments over little pointless things. I know honeymoon periods are over but things we used to never normally argue about now become so easy for us to disrespect each other by being ignorant. I can't even get into the example from last night, but it was really intensely hurtful for both parties. We argue, we get over it, but I hate that there even has to be the problem. As if the distance doesn't hurt us enough.
But another thing that made me happier was when my friends here in Syracuse said they liked Joel (from the two weeks they've met him anyways). In Junior HS and HS, when I went out with Kevin, I didn't really get a lot of support from my friends at all. They didn't like him because he was only nice to me (which is understandable) and I would be forced to ditch my friends for him (which I really regret). When I think about it, I wonder, how the hell did I keep going doing stupid things like that and thought it was perfectly normal and okay? It wasn't.
Anyways, so imagine my happiness that Lauren and Noelia of SU said they like him and find him humorous and endearing. It feels so good to know your friends like your boyfriend, especially when I've never gotten the support. These girls are amazing...in aspects that they are also the friends I've never had in my past 18 years. They're just so incredibly supportive and non-judgmental among other qualities. I didn't think it'd be hard to find friends like that, but I'm glad I finally did. It's about time.
Whoo, this was a long entry. Until summer (or the next exciting thing happens, aka, pictures from the shoot!). Now I must go enjoy our 50 degree weather, since it doesn't usually occur. Thanks, Syracuse, for being as beautiful as you had the potential to be.
