| Inssssooomniaaa |
[May. 12th, 2008|03:04 am] |
almost always lead to this kind of crap:
Name something that made you frown today?
- When Joel scolded at me :/
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
-Surely, I was not awake.
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
- Generic as it is, everything happens for a reason. Might as well be rich while I'm at it ::grabs the million bucks::
Tell me something personal?
- Something personal.
No, okay, um....
The more I think about what happened in my last relationship, the more it makes me want to kill. Even baby animals.
( Meh stuff ) |
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| Photo Post! |
[May. 10th, 2008|12:07 am] |
Last night was great, the Met was really fun :) I had a whole outfit dressed but changed at the last minute due to the fact that I just decided it looked to 80's. I ended up wearing this Proenza Schouler dress I found in some vintage store with the zipper broken (but for four dollars, I'll take it and invest in a new zipper!) because I knew the bustier part of the dress would fit the theme, considering that they were showing the famous Dolce & Gabbana armor thing.
I didn't bring my cam, so I stole these pics of Noelia and Joel's :) Oh, did I mention my ex was there, too? He went with his best friend Albert, both of whom looked rather informal. Albert was in his American Eagle polo, jeans and Yankees fitted and the ex was in a shirt and cyclops mask thing. I can't even comment the sadness that was those two, walking together...alone. Sausages and all.
But may I present to you...
The Left Handed Trio!
( More under here, ladies and gents )
After the museum and a while of sitting to rest our feet, Joel and I went all the way back to where Noelia lives to help get her home safe. Then we got a yogurt smoothie and went home. Lonnng, long night. But nothing like a good night in NYC with my loves to make me feel like home <3 |
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| I cannot wait |
[May. 8th, 2008|12:29 pm] |
til the Met Museum ball tonight!
So you guy should know about the Met Gala earlier this week, where the theme this year was "Superheroes: Fashion and Fantasy". Tonight, the event is open for college students and I got at ticket to go the the event with some friends....still not sure what to wear. The college event is renamed "Superheroes and Super Chic" so...urr. I need some super chic superhero ideas.
Since I'm obsessed about left handedness, I might as well be Left Handed Girl. Justice to one left hander at a time!
::stupid::
I saw some other girl saying she would be Grammar Girl, wielding a the red pen of grammatical justice. I wish I had thought of that. Hmm. Haha. How nerdy of me.
I'll make sure I look awesome, that is all.
Oh, more awesome than Kevin and his crowd, since apparently they're going too? Have no fear, I always look better than they do :)
Ahh it's good to be back in the city. I can't believe freshman year is over! Yesterday I talked to the Vice Pres of Bodhi bags and I got an internship for the summer! The bags looked so much better in the showroom than online, those pictures did not do them justice. I can't wait to be working around them all the time. Well, until Thailand in June.
So far, this summer looks good (except allergies, damn you Spring). |
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| From Jasmine (as almost always) |
[Apr. 10th, 2008|01:36 pm] |
My username is _____, because ____.
darkbob, which is an inside joke between Joel and his friends back in junior year of high school. It's actually 'Darth Bob', like Star Wars, but I like this simpler and unrelated Star Wars version better :)
My (LJ) name is _____, because ______.
Natt....because it is short for my slightly more difficult name.
My journal is titled ____ because ____.
"It's Temporary Insanity" because I don't really update without something crazy to write about.
( Continues here... )
Today I will go meet AJ to pick up the photos :) Can't wait to see how it turns out, I hope I don't look horrible! Updates later if they're pretty, haha. |
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| Modeling updates |
[Apr. 7th, 2008|12:00 pm] |
After long, long months without any attempt close to taking pretty pictures for the likes of fake-modeling, yesterday I finally had an official photoshoot for Stitch. We used all my clothes and put together four outfits, three for the bookworm look and one that's just really, urr..."fierce". I've never used makeup in my life, except for mascara and eyeshadow, so imagine my surprise when I was told to do my own makeup since the artist would be unavailable :(
Sigh.
But it turned out really fun, makeup wise I didn't look cakey, we did some face shots, body shots and some jumping ones that looked like they came out great. I'm so excited to see them, hopefully by the end of this week I will be able to get copies out of their CD(s?).
Modeling is sooo much different than the silly timer-pose I usually play around doing. The lights, the pressure...so odd. BUT! AJ and Adam (the 'directors' I would say for the shoot) said I did good and they really liked the outcome :) AJ said to send my pics to agencies but haha, that couldn't happen. I'm 5'2 (although I looked so long and lean in the leaping ones since my leg were so stretched out!)
Update to come when pics arrive....
( More life updates: Academically )
Maybe next year. I'm honestly too pissed but going into the program could really boost my chances at my career goal. I don't know. Spring semester is really quite a disappointment as far as academia goes. I've been taking this religion class in which the professor for it is quite the douchebag. Anyone who says they are from NYC and is from Staten Island needs to get shot. Bronx-style.
( Even more life updates: Relationship )
Whoo, this was a long entry. Until summer (or the next exciting thing happens, aka, pictures from the shoot!). Now I must go enjoy our 50 degree weather, since it doesn't usually occur. Thanks, Syracuse, for being as beautiful as you had the potential to be. |
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| I didn't think anyone besides me reads this. |
[Apr. 5th, 2008|05:05 pm] |
So.....
HI AJ ELLIS
that is all.
<3 |
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| MUST....HAVE.... |
[Feb. 7th, 2008|06:27 pm] |
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::cries::
Why don't I have 285 dollars for this right now??? God, what a ridiculous price but....it's..so...pretty....and so much more beautiful in person. Damn you, AJ, for having it lying around at the shoot. Now I can't get my mind off it! |
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| Jeezus I need to update |
[Feb. 5th, 2008|02:16 pm] |
So I became an editor for the Stitch Society, a collegiate fashion blog, some time last semester. Now, the President of Stitch, AJ, has told us we might be making a look-book to distribute and we're going to shoot some fashion editorials! His theme was "Lifestyles", which is typically a sort of high school stereotypish shoot, just highlighting different styles of different people. Last Sunday we shot the 'Sorority girl/Socialite' and 'Punk' girls.
Here's the exciting part.
AJ wants me to model for the 'bookworm' role :DDDDDD
I mean yeah, who wants to be a bookworm, but mind you this is going to be fashionable and AJ knows his shit. I trust that he won't let me make myself out to be some nerdy geeky kid for humorous reasons. He wants it fierce.
However, since this is only a college mag, I have to style myself...so I'm looking for some help out there, Livejournal, to figure out how I can look nerdy yet stylish. I mean, I like my style fine but I have to dress in way where viewers will be able to look at it and go "oh, the bookworm" out of all the stereotypes we've got.
( Example pictures under here ) |
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| Survey to save my boredom |
[Jan. 5th, 2008|02:49 pm] |
Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
- I stopped caring about my ex because he started to become annoying, manipulative and didn't know how to talk to a woman.
Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
- I'm assumed the heart breaker because how the situation with Kevin Joel and me worked out but I could only say that it had to happened when my heart was chipped.
What is your name?
- Too lazy to type it back out, but it's Thai and I only know that the first part of my first name is supposed to mean "One who is loved".
How is life going for you right now on a scale of 1-10?
- I'd say a 6? Not too shabby not too great, but happier because I get to relax.
Do you miss your ex girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Definitely not.
Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
- There are some things the public def. needs to know about me that I don't mind keeping secret at all but they're not willing to listen.
( Continue.... ) |
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| SO... |
[Dec. 21st, 2007|02:42 am] |
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it's my one year anni today.
YAYYY
pictures to come. Joel planned a long day for us, I'm excited! Has it really been a year since that crazy day in high school where I was still packaging my college applications and running all over frantically looking for my Joelly?
Jeeeez. |
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| eBay post |
[Nov. 28th, 2007|02:12 am] |
This is a really crappy post because it doesn't contain any quality fit for a blog entry....but...
Joel's auctioning a brand new game to make some extra bucks (because he needs it or else rent won't get paid in full!) So if you know someone who enjoys PC games, especially shooting games, please let them know we have a bid up :)
Command & Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&Item=150188079786&Category=62053
The game is brand new, sealed and the original price goes for an average of 35 bucks...so yeah it's a bargain. Early gift shopping (for) anyone? Please?
Not sure why it still says he's in Charlotte, considering he moved up to New York back in October (shoot, did I forget to mention that in the last couple of entries? I'm bad.) |
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| Stolen from Jasmine |
[Nov. 21st, 2007|01:23 am] |
Before I start, I'd like to say I am finally home for the first time since I've moved to Syracuse for college. Three months. THREE MONTHS. Doing my own laundry, not having Thai food.....do you have any idea how tough that life is? Well, I get a break for 4 days ish. That's cool.
( Now, the feature presentation: ) |
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| So in case you didn't know.... |
[Aug. 30th, 2007|12:54 pm] |
here's my life's update:
In July I went to Thailand again, had a mix of good and bad times but mostly good. Not as good as last trip, but good :)
Currently I've moved into Syracuse University to attend SI Newhouse for Magazine Journalism and I've been here for a week now. Exciting and the same time nervewrecking but I'm having an okay time dealing. My roommate is almost never here and there's a lot of drama going on with her so I'm having a bizarre story....but I don't mind having the room to myself :) No time to chat, but here's my update! All you people out there go be happy!!! ::hyper:: |
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| A blogger friend recommended this |
[Jun. 24th, 2007|01:55 am] |
so here goes.
We all have things we keep to ourselves.
If you read this post, leave an anonymous comment.
Even if I do not know you, but you read this, post.
Post a lyric, a thought, a confession, anything at all.
Hope to hear from you....and steal as you wish. I've stolen this :) |
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| Prom update! |
[Jun. 9th, 2007|11:30 pm] |
Prom was ammmmmmaazzzing. Three words I'm happy I could say! My mom did my hair and I did my own make up which I thought turned out pretty nice. Enea picked us up in his Mustang fuckin' late and we showed up half way through prom. Despite the mix up, I still had a good rest of two and a half hours.
Before I get anywhere, allow me to show you....well, how I looked teehee.
I looked like a china doll.
Only I'm Thai :3
( More behind here )
Kevin was also at prom (dateless, aha) where he was being a complete ass to me. I went over to say hi at their sausagefest table and he didn't even glance at me because I brought Joel as my date. I guess it's fair for him to not like that I've got a new guy in my life but damn, get the hell over it. It's been almost a year. Girls take longer than that.
The more I think about him, the more I'm happy we're not together because I can't stand a guy who is more of a girl than I am. God.
( Back to the party and its juicy details )
I was kind of disappointed we didn't get to go to an afterprom party so Joel and I shared a cab home around 1. We made it up the next day when I went over a spent an afternoon alone...just with each other again. Good times. Overall, I'm happy about how my look turned out and what a nice time I had with my favorite person in the world....so I hope you all enjoyed the pics too :)
[EDIT]
Just in case you guys wanted pre-prom pictures.... uh.
( Just made up )
Okay we're done! |
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| Around round of looooooove |
[Jun. 6th, 2007|07:38 am] |
Yayyyyy
Yesterday was eventful....I added tips to my nails for the very first time and now typing feels retarded. I don't even know how I'm going to hold a pen anymore.....ahh, the price of being a woman.
But at 7:40 pm, I picked up Joel at the airport and we sent him to his cousins'. It's sooooo good to see him again, he look like he got thinner but he already was skinny. Hmm. Tonight is prom and being the nerd that I am, I'm still going in for school but only for him to say hi to people and giving Sipkin his birthday/thanks for everything present. Speaking of which, I should write him a card and hurry up to get changed....I'm supposed to meet Joel at 8 and it's 7:41.
Crap. I hate time management. More updates later with prom picturesssssv hopefullly. |
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| Screw trying to talk with mom |
[May. 28th, 2007|06:37 pm] |
I hate how mom always seem to dislike how much emphasis I put on friends and the devotion I have to be with them. She complains I don't talk to her yet today, when I explain to her how I felt about these so called friends she thinks I have, she had nothing to say. When I told her stories, she changed stories and got distracted by other things. Fuck trying to communicate with mom. I'm trying to talk and let her in on how my life is going and all she cares about is just going to buy crap for people back in Thailand. How about someone living at home with her? Someone she calls a daughter? Pretending to want to care about me then totally not giving any emphasis when I talk is not exactly a surefire way I'll ever want to have a real emotional mother-to-daughter talk with her again any time soon.
God. |
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[May. 19th, 2007|07:21 pm] |
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People are never happy with what they have, do they? When things go wrong, the complaints go flying. When things are perfect, you wonder, "What's the catch?"
I guess that's the way we function, no one is ever 100% content where they are without knowing all the little details...and even then it confuses us. My situation seems to deal with every relationship's dreaded 'Ex-files'.
( Make that file singular... )
Last I know is she had a boyfriend and somehow, they aren't going out anymore. While things seem to be the same in her love life, I'm the happy one in the end. At least I won't have to deal with seeing her daily after June. Sometimes I feel I should just be mature and be happy with what I do have...but I can't help feeling like, well, a 17-year old at times. Afterall, it would suck to try to act older than what I am. |
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[May. 18th, 2007|05:43 pm] |
It's funny how much I trust Joel even with the distance.
Today I told him "Don't flirt too much!" all while laughing and chatting, knowing that he does flirt with the girls there a little bit. And nowhere in me is uncomfortable with that.
Cool. |
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[May. 14th, 2007|01:59 pm] |
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Fuck Advanced Placement tests.
Fuck alarm clocks.
Fuck studying.
Fuck that lady in the guitar store in Jackson Heights.
Fuck train delays.
Fuck public payphones.
Fuck Ticketmaster.
But if you want to fuck Deftones and The Fall of Troy, you've gotta fuck NYC.
( Looong day and it's only 2 PM ) |
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